The New Playlist:

Biggie Smalls - Party and Bullshit
Tech N9ne - Night and Day
The One Man Band - Chuck Norris
The Game ft. Kanye West - Wouldn't get Far
The One Man Band - Shoot First Ask Later
The Game - Dreams
Jay-Z & Linkin Park - Lying From You vs Dirt Off your Shoulder
Tech N9ne - Bout ta Bubble
The Neptunes - Lapdance
Gorilla Zoe - Hood Nig
Mos Def - Six Days
Tech N9ne - Caribou Lou
Ludacris ft. Sleepy Brown - Blueberry Yum Yum
Three Dog Night - Momma told me not to come
Biggie Smalls - Hypnotized
Dead Kennedys - Holiday in Cambodia
Weezer - Hashpipe
Gnarles Barkley - Who cares
Alice Cooper - School's out for summer
Tech N9ne - The Virus


I like it. But I'm also really, really fucking tired. I could use some Powerthirst, no doubt about it. But what I need most... shit, I dunno... either a paycheck or a blowjob. Fuck.

When the fuck did I pass up 1000 pageviews? And why am I already almost at 1500?

...Guess it might have something to do with the 4593 unseen deviations I have to see. Hooray, me.

I'm fucking... dead. Literally.
This has been in every possible way the worst week and day of my life. And I'm out of reserve mental sanity.

After being expelled from Sunnyslope, with no real option left, my sunglasses were taken away a couple days ago, and my eyes have been <font color=red>ON FIRE</font> all fucking day for these past few days.

BUT THAT'S NOT THAT BAD PART. THAT'S JUST FOREPLAY IN COMPARISON WITH WHAT GREAT NEWS I HEARD LAST NIGHT.

Scruffy is dead.

He'd been going sick for the last couple of months, losing his vision slowly, and his energy just as slow because he was having tooth pains and didn't eat very much. My dad went to work today, and when he came home, he found Scruffy floating in the pool--

Scruffy had fallen in and didn't have the energy to get back out.



At hearing something like that, I just flat-out shut down. I dropped everything I was holding, my previous, neutral emotion was shattered, and for the first time in a long, long time, I started to tear up.

From what I hear, he's getting cremated, but I can't bare to see him before it happens.

But that's not the majority of what I'm thinking about.

I've lost nearly all my remaining sanity-- the only things that I keep thinking about since I heard it is skinning and ripping people open left and right just on the street. Not only that, but every time I know I want to cry because the pain cuts so deep, I can't. It's like I've forgotten, or I'm just fucking unable. Tears come slightly but I just can't do it, which makes me question; have I really become so full of murderous thoughts that my own losses can't even register completely with me anymore?

That dog was the bane, the core of my existance. He was one of the last things keeping me together, and sane, and hopeful. I just can't function anymore without my little puppy...


BUT THIS AIN'T OVER. NO, I SWEAR ON MY LIFE, IT AIN'T FUCKING OVER.

BY GOD ALMIGHTY, I WILL BRING THAT DOG BACK FROM THE DEAD IF IT COSTS ME MY OWN LIFE. HEED MY WORDS, ANY AND ALL OF YOU THAT SEE THIS.

THAT DOG WILL LIVE AGAIN IF DEATH IS THE SACRIFICE TO BRING HIM BACK.

I'll fucking do anything... ANYTHING to bring my little pooch back.

FUCKING ANYTHING...

This is what I get for trying to fuck other people's shit over. Goddamn karma.

Character Quiz

1.What is your character's name?
Manoil/Bob


2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?
He started out as a human, working under wraps for the United States Biological Weaponry R & D. But he died. Cloned in a new system that restored his memory, personality, and basically, his mind, he was given only the option of finishing his landmark project-- Manticore 404: Codenamed the YX Virus. Found that his conspirators were plotting to kill him when he finished, he continued work for 3 more weeks until his completetion, where as he announced it and allowed his 'friends' to cheer and celebrate, he only shed a dark grin, before dropping the vial and letting loose the liquid creature. The Virus, a symbiote-type organism at nature, found Manoil the most suited of the hosts, and absorbed itself into his pores, altering his DNA quite rapidly but not changing his look. As it did, it let loose Manoil's other-- Manoil was a schizophrenic, dual personality, and extremely troubled teen. When the virus came in, opening up his mind, Manoil's other, Bob, took over and proceeded to enjoy himself. He explained the details to the lab partners, and ripped both of them apart, destroying the lab and killing all who stood in his way. Although the two switch off from there, the being has become an utter abomination that is truly unstopppable.

3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?
Manoil:<Damn.... I'm fuckin hungry.>
Bob:<Shut the fuck up and keep sleepin. I'm tired as fuck.>

4. Your character's favorite outfit would be?
Same as mine. A black hat, long black pants, white K-Swiss originals, Corona Boxers, a Black-Plaid Dickies shirt, and as always, the maniacal Sunglasses.

5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?
Bob:<Juice, you've got some brain on your lip.>
Manoil:<Thank you, Bob.>
*eats it*

6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?
For the most part... however, I myself can't say I'm really a proud supporter cannibalism.

7. How is your character similar to you?
Well, his origination actually WAS from me. But outside of that, his mindset, his point of view, his growing insanity... You know.

8. How is he/she/it different?
He's different on the factor he's a biologically-created mass-murder that was changed to a God. He's different on the factor that he's near-impossible to kill and virtually immortal. He's different on the factor that he is a Virus, and I am a Human.

9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?
Most likely. But Bob has a slightly higher-pitched voice most of the time.

10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?
Go outside and help with the overpopulation problem

11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?

Not likely. If they don't like him, it's likely they won't live long enough to bitch about it.


12. What advantages does your character have over you?
....Everything. Literally.

13. What disadvantages?
I have more patience for assholes.

14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?
Plenty. He's just fulla suprises.

15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?
A couple. But I'm not really good at keeping secrets.
PSYCHE

16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her/it?
Always. Suffice to say, the first war was not the last.

17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?
Most people think that because he's a God, because he is virtually unstoppable, that he IS. And on that note, they call me unfair. If there is anything history has proven, it's that there is always someone stronger. Even as a God, my char has seen his share of asswhoopings and tortures. But he springs right back up.

18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?
The YX Virus.

19. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person?
Of course. Matt, and a couple others.

20. Have you written any stories about your character?
MANY.

21. How has your character changed since his/her first creation?
In many freakin ways. Besides his outlook, his weaponry, his stregnth and power, he's gotten a new trait that was forged in hell and given to him by none other than Lucifer--"He who is most unclean." A while back Manoil found a planet of warriors--warriors who, despite their mortality, mananged to move fast and quick enough to slash out Manoil's eyes in one swipe. Interestingly enough, he couldn't regenerate the wound. Going to Earth, he called a special guide, went into hell, and made a pact with Lucifer. For every 10,000 souls in Lucifer's jurisdiction Manoil sent to hell, he would get a favor. And seeing as how he had already done slightly more than that, Lucifer agreed to one favor.
Manoil asked for a new pair of eyes. One that would be so horrible few could withstand their stregnth.
Lucifer agreed with good interest and out of his imagination, forged a new pair of eyes, a pair of black, demonic eyes with red and yellow irises. These eyes, upon someone looking directly into them, would cause the bystander to go blind, deaf, and rip him or herself apart.
It's a death Manoil and Bob condone for all but those who REALLY deserve to see the images that make the victim tear itself open.
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Yeah. I did it.

Song of the Day: Dangerdoom - Space Hos
Mood: Exasperated

Sorry people, I can't exactly tell of everything of done lately. Shit's busy. However, I've been tagged, and I've decided to do the SONG OF THE DAY.

As for the tag...

Rules:
The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged!" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.


1. I laugh at random moments. Or when something is funny, even if nobody else thinks it is.

2. I have a nasty habit of terrifying someone, usually about once a week or so.

3. I have chained-thinking.

4. My head is a double-occupancy.

5. I'm fucking amazing when it comes to setting shit up.

6. I twitch when
a) My skin is irritated
b) I'm extremely pissed
c) I'm extremely excited/nervous


I TAG
NOBODY - Chainletters are tiring.